I just found out that my brother has not been attending church for the past few weeks… It really saddened me when I first heard from him about it… I really pray that I can be a light in my family… My dream will be to be able to impact and touch each and everyone of them… It will be an uphill task but I am sure that I can do it! Revival of DREAM!

It can be so easy for to fall away… even after we have ate of the good fruit! I really pray that God will preserve my spirit and my fire! I can really sense His heart beating in me… His love for me… His tears when I let Him down and His call when I am far… I do not want to harden myself to the state where I cannot love Him anymore…. I want to LOVE HIM FOREVER… Beloved LORD, please keep me in Your ARMS…

Something from my heart, written with my head:

The One I love is You.
For when I was still lost,
You chose to love me.
And when I was rotting,
You cleanse and watered me.

Then I came to You…
The day you touched my heart,
My spirit was birthed,
With new fire, burning hot,
A passion, that is hard to stop!

A new journey, which then I embarked.
One that is filled with mysteries…
that my mind cannot fathom or understand…
One that is full of battles…
with losses and victories…
Then joy may fizzle away;
a smile that turned upside down,

But then a love,
A wondrous love from an invisible force
started to fill me; it started to invade my heart…
It became so real that I cried.
I am so touched and I began to thank Him.
I thank Him for giving me a heart,
one that can sense this love!

A love that encourages me when I am defeated;
A love that revives me when I thought I am dead;
A love that consoles me when my days became nights;
A love that empowers me when battles became overwhelming;
A love so strong, a love so selfless, a love so sweet,
One that I cannot reject…

It just kept coming, rushing into me…
My spirit, my heart… my soul…
MY TOTAL BEING…
I am just an empty shell without it…
It is more important that the blood that is running in me…
Nothing else can fuel my passion to live apart from it…
I love this LOVE,
A LOVE from the most selfless person on this EARTH!
He saved me, He pull me out…

PLEASE HOLD ON TO ME;
POUR MORE OF YOUR LOVE INTO ME;
TOUCH ME AND EMBRACE ME…
I WANT TO BE IN YOUR ARMS ALWAYS!
I LOVE YOU, MY LORD, MY ALL!