Category: Life

I am so tired… drained… lost… ZzzzZz….. new phase in life which I need to adapt… to conquer… to rule over! So many things are piling up… hmm… maybe not… but it seems like it! Haha… I am just not used to having so little time to myself… hmm… I really need a release man! Blogging is one way… yeah… I can SHOUT here… without bringing myself into any troubles… Haha… ARGH!!! Now is a time of testing… a test of my loyalty… whether I am for God or not… so many committments… so little time… no time for myself… no time for my own entertainment… yeah… as you can see… it is about ME, ME, ME and ME! Haha… I know that this is just a passing phase (Hopefully!) I feel so PACKED UP, SQUEEZED UP, BLOWING UP soon…

However, I will PRAISE… I will REJOICE… although I don’t feel like it! So this is how it feels like… SACRIFICE OF PRAISE! ARGH!!! Trying to be happy when I am not… trying to shout praised even when I don’t feel like it…

I feel like I am sliding down from a cliff… falling at a rate where I myself cannot find anything to grab onto… no branch or anything for me to pull myself up… to stop myself from this plunge! HOPELESS… HELPLESS… too tired to try… instead of trying, I may just as well “enjoy” this free fall… when I am weak… there may be a supernatural empowerment… which I am really looking forward too… I will not lose the hope that a supernatural intervention is on its way… when I am weak, indeed, I WILL be strong…

Psalms 23:4
“Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. “

I have just went to the next phase in my work! I have finished my one week of training and I have gone on to do the real thing today! I am now handling REAL problems from REAL people… customers from the AMERICAS… 🙂 wow… and I have to say that some of the techincal questions they send in are really hilarious! “Please help me as my dog has broke my installation CD!” Haha… Jokes aside… It can be quite stressful a quota which we have to meet. For the first 2 weeks, we have to complete 40 emails and 2 weeks later, 60. Eventually, it will climb to a whopping 80 emails! I think that it is a real mountain for me to climb over now because I tried and only managed 23 emails for the whole of today!

I really want to thank God once again! The people there are friendly and helpful! Thank God! Not to mention two of my leaders… they are simply superb, guiding me with patience and explaining the work to me with love! Haha… Guess what… I do not have a table yet because I am supposed to take over a guy who is leaving in the middle of this month. However, because of this, I got to sit on table which belongs to a CITY HARVESTER! The world is so SMALL! Haha… He is on leave for the whole of this week, so I got a chance to be on his desk… to rub some of the emailing anointing from his desk! Haha… I am really excited because I am eager to see who this guy is… my brother-in-Christ, my churchmate… my COLLEAGUE!

Stay tune for more updates! 🙂 Cheers… once again… God was good the last week… Revelations upon revelations!! Woohoo!! So excited! Hehe.. 🙂